I have also examined "private verbs" in the dialogue. I have based my list of private verbs on Douglas Biber's definition of them: "Private verbs express intellectual states (e.g., believe) or nonobservabable intellectual acts (e.g. discover)" (242). In my listing, however, I have also included nonobservable emotional acts and states, such as "love" and "like," since Biber also writes, "Private verbs...are used for the overt expression of private attitudes, thoughts, and emotions" (105). In my investigation of these lexical items, I look at how certainly each character expresses her own condition. Expressing uncertainty about one's "private attitudes, thoughts, and emotions," through such constructions as "I don't know" or "I forget," I believed, would reveal a certain amount of weakness in the character. The data, however, provide very little evidence to support my hypothesis. Rather, they reveal something about the language Norman has given Mama and Jessie in order to differentiate them as characters.
The table below presents the "private" verbs that Mama and Jessie employ in their conversation. In compiling this table, I ran KWIC concordances for each of the terms so that I could observe their use in "I"-statements and record only those (e.g., "I know," but not "you know"). The two columns on the left list private verbs that are common to both characters while the two on the right list verbs that only one or the other uses in her speech. I have also included some of the auxiliary verbs and adverbs that modify the main private verb to show how Mama and Jessie differ in their use of these items. A detailed discussion of my findings follows the table.
(Bernardy 84-5)
| Shared Private Verbs |
Distinct Private Verbs |
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| Jessie | Mama | Jessie | Mama | ||||
| know 14 | know 15 | feeling 3 | hate 4 | ||||
| think 11 | don't know 10 | liked 3 | don't remember 1 | ||||
| thought 10 | think 10 | wonder 3 | don't understand 1 | ||||
| want 10 | guess 9 | don't care 2 | forget 1 | ||||
| didn't/don't think 11 | didn't/don't think 6 | hope 2 | never liked 1 | ||||
| guess 6 | don't want 5 | waited 2 | waiting 1 | ||||
| don't want 5 | like 5 | believe 1 | |||||
| didn't know 4 | mean 5 | hurt 1 | |||||
| don't know 4 | thought 5 | never understood 1 | |||||
| loved 4 | want 5 | understood 1 | |||||
| don't like 3 | didn't know 4 | wait 1 | |||||
| mean 3 | don't like 3 | wish 1 | |||||
| remember 2 | (I)'d like 2 | ||||||
| (I)'d like 1 | love 2 | ||||||
| like 1 | loved 2 | ||||||
| love 1 | remember 1 | ||||||
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Looking at the left half of the table, I see that Mama and Jessie use the clause "I know" almost equally. However, Mama expresses her doubts verbally by employing the clause "I don't know" more frequently than Jessie. Mama uses this clause 10 times, while Jessie uses it only four times. Mama expresses certainty/agreement 15 times with "I know," but she also expresses doubt/ignorance through "I don't know," and "I didn't know" a total of 14 times, which undermines the certainty she expresses in describing her condition. Jessie, on the other hand, expresses certainty/agreement 14 times and doubt/ignorance only eight times, a ratio that signals less doubt on her part. The verb "don't know," highlights the difference between them: Mama says "don't know" 10 times, while Jessie says it only four. Thus, Jessie's language is slightly more confident in than Mama's, or at least that she is less likely to openly express doubt about her perceptions and make herself vulnerable.
Another interesting difference in usage is the verb "thought." Jessie uses the verb "thought" 10 times, while Mama uses it only five times, which tends to correlate with Mama's assertion that she does not like to think about things nearly as much as Jessie. Table 21 shows yet another difference between Mama and Jessie: Jessie expresses her desires more frequently; Mama expresses her approval/pleasure more often. Both Mama and Jessie express their desires through the clauses "I want," "I don't want," and "I'd like." Jessie, however, expresses these sentiments 1.3 times as often as Mama, using "want" ten times; Mama uses it only five. As for expressing approval/pleasure, Mama uses the clauses "I like," "I love," and "I loved" 1.5 times as often as Jessie. For example, the clause "I like" appears five times in Mama's speech and only once in Jessie's. The differences in use of these shared private verbs establish that Jessie is more reflective and slightly more interested in expressing how she wishes things could or would be, while Mama's language reveals that she is more comfortable with and accepting of her current situation.