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THIRTEENTH STEP
The Package - Weak and Powerless - The Noose - Blue - Vanishing - A Stranger - The Outsider - Crimes - The Nurse Who Loved Me - Pet - Lullaby - Gravity
[The Package]
Clever got me this far,
Then tricky got me in,
Eye on what I'm after,
I don't need another friend.
Smile and drop the cliché,
'Til you think I'm listening,
I take just what I came for,
Then I'm out the door again
Peripheral along the package,
Don't care to settle in,
Time to feed the monster,
I don't need another friend,
Comfort is a mystery,
Crawling out of my own skin,
Just give me what I came for,
And I'm out the door again
Lie to get what I came for,
Lie to get just what I need,
Lie to get what I crave,
Lie and smile to get what's mine
Eye on what I'm after,
I don't need another friend,
Nod and watch your lips move,
If you need me to pretend,
Because clever got me this far,
Then tricky got me in,
I'll take just what I came for,
Then I'm out the door again
Lie to get what I came for,
Lie to get what I need now,
Lie to get what I'm craving,
Lie and smile to get what's mine
-Give this to me
mine, mine, mine
Take what's mine,
Mine, mine, mine,
Take what's mine,
Mine, mine, mine-
Lie to get what I came for,
Lie to get what I need now,
Lie to get what I crave,
Lie to smile and get what's mine
-Give this to me,
Take what's mine,
Mine, mine, mine,
Take what's mine
Give this to me.
Take what's mine,
take what's mine,
Mine,
take what's mine,
take what's mine,
take what's mine,
This is mine,
mine
mine-
[Weak and Powerless]
Tilling my own grave to keep me level,
Jam another dragon down the hole,
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren,
One that pushes me along and leaves me so
Desperate
and
ravenous,
So weak
and
powerless,
Over you
Someone feed the monkey,
While I dig in search of China,
White as Dracula as I approach the bottom
Desperate
and
ravenous,
So weak
and
powerless,
Over you
Little angel go away,
Come again some other day,
Devil has my ear today,
I'll never hear a word you say,
You promised I would find a little solace
and some piece of mind,
Whatever, just as long as I don't feel so
Desperate
and
ravenous,
So weak
and
powerless
Desperate
and
ravenous,
So weak
and
powerless,
Over
Over you
[The Noose]
So glad to see you well,
Overcome and completely silent now,
With heaven's help,
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down,
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud,
But I'm more than just a little curious,
How you're planning to go about making your amends
to the dead,
to the dead
Recall the deeds as if they're all,
Someone else's atrocious stories,
Now you stand reborn before us all,
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down,
Around your neck and tug you to the ground,
But I'm more than just a little curious,
How you're planning to go about making your amends
to the dead,
to the dead
With your halo slipping down,
Your halo's slipping
(Your halo's slipping down, 2x)
(Your halo's slipping More than just a little curious,
down, how you're planning to go about making. 4x)
Your halo's slipping down, Your
Your halo's slipping down,
to choke you now
[Blue]
I didn't want to know,
I just didn't want to know,
Best to keep things in the shallow end,
'Cause I never quite learned how to swim
I just didn't want to know,
Didn't want, didn't want, didn't want, didn't want
Close my eyes just to look at you,
Taken by the seamless vision,
I close my eyes, (ignore the smoke, 3x)
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue,
Such a lovely color for you,
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue,
While I just sit and stare at you
Because I don't want to know
I didn't want to know,
I just didn't want to know,
I just didn't want
Mistook their nods for an approval,
Just ignore the smoke and smile
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue,
Such a lovely color for you,
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue,
Such a perfect color for your eyes,
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue,
Such a lovely color for you,
Call if aftermath, she's turning blue,
While I just sit and stare at you
I don't want to know
[Vanishing]
Disappear,
disappear,
Higher, higher,
Into the air,
Slowly disappear,
No, no longer here
Disappear,
disappear,
Thinner, thinner,
Into the air,
Never really here,
Wasn't ever
-Like a thought brushing up against a, a sigh-
sigh
(Floating away 25x)
Vanishing like a
cyan Sunday,
Disappear,
disappear,
Vanish, vanish,
into the air,
Slowly disappear,
Never really here
[A Stranger]
Cast the calming apple,
Up and over satellites,
To draw out the timid wild one,
To convince you it's alright
And I listen for the whisper,
Of your sweet insanity,
While I formulate denials
of your affect on me
You're a stranger so what do I care?,
You vanish today, not the first time I hear
all the lies
What am I to do with all this silence?
Shy away, shy away phantom,
Run away terrified child,
Won't you move away you fucking tornado,
I'm better off without you tearing my will down
[The Outsider]
Help me if you can,
It's just that this
is not the way I'm wired
So could you please,
Help me understand why,
You've given in to all these
reckless dark desires You're
lying to yourself again,
Suicidal imbecile,
Think about it, put it on the fault line,
What it take to get it through to you precious?,
I'm over this, why do you want to throw it away like this?,
Such a mess, why would I want to watch you?
Disconnect and self-destruct, one bullet at a time,
What's your rush now? Everyone will have his day to die
Medicated,
drama queen,
picture perfect, numb belligerence,
Narcissistic,
drama queen,
craving fame and all this decadence
Lying through your teeth again,
Suicidal imbecile,
Think about it, put it on the fault line,
What it take to get it through to you precious?,
I'm over this, why do you want to throw it away like this?,
Such a mess, why would I want to watch you?
Disconnect and self-destruct, one bullet at a time,
What's your rush now? Everyone will have his day to die
They were right about you,
they were right about you
Lying to my face again,
Suicidal imbecile,
Think about it, you put it on the fault line,
What it take to get it through to you precious?,
I'm over this, why do you want to throw it away like this?,
Such a mess, over this, over this!
Disconnect and self-destruct, one bullet at a time,
What's your hurry? Everyone will have his day to die,
If you choose to pull the trigger, should your drama prove sincere,
Do it somewhere far away from here.
[Crimes]
-One,
Two,
Three,
Four,
Five,
Six,
Seven,
Eight,
(Nine, x4)
(Ten, x14)-
[The Nurse Who Loved Me ]
Say hello to the rug's topography,
It holds quite a lot of interest with your face down on it
Say hello to the shrinking in your head,
You can't see it, but you'll know it's there, So don't neglect it
I'm taking her home with me,
all dressed in white,
She's got everything I need,
pharmacy keys,
She's falling hard for me,
I can see it in her eyes,
She acts just like a nurse
with all the other guys
Say hello to all the apples on the ground,
They were once in your eyes, But you sneezed them out while sleeping,
Say hello to everything you've left behind,
It's even more a part of your life now that you can't touch it
I'm taking her home with me,
all dressed in white,
She's got everything I need,
some pills and a little cup,
She's falling hard for me,
I can see it in her eyes,
She acts just like a nurse
with all the other guys
She's got everything I need,
pharmacy keys,
She acts just like a nurse
with all the other guys
Say hello to the rug's topography
[Pet]
Don't fret precious, I'm here.
Step away from the window
-away from window-
and go, back to sleep.
Lay your head down child,
I won't let the boogeyman come,
Counting bodies like sheep,
To the rhythm of the war drums
Pay no mind to the rabble,
pay no mind to the rabble,
Head down, go to sleep,
to the rhythm of the war drums
Pay no mind what other voices say,
They don't care about you,
like I do. -like I do-
Safe from pain, and truth, and choice,
and other poison devils,
See? They don't give a fuck about you,
like I do.
Just stay with me,
safe and ignorant, Go
back to sleep, go
back to sleep.
Lay your head down child,
I won't let the boogeyman come,
Count the bodies like sheep,
To the rhythm of the war drums
Pay no mind to the rabble,
pay no mind to the rabble,
Head down, go to sleep,
to the rhythm of the war drums
I'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and all your demons,
I'll be the one to protect you from a will to survive and a voice of reason,
I'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and your choices son,
They're one and the same, I must isolate you,
Isolate and save you from yourself
Swaying to the rhythm of the New World Order and,
Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums
The boogeymen are coming, the boogeymen are coming,
Keep your head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums
Stay with me,
safe and ignorant,
Just, stay with me,
Hold you and protect you from the other ones,
the evil ones,
Don't love you son,
go back to sleep
[Lullaby]
(Go back to sleep 7x)
[Gravity]
Lost again, broken and weary,
Unable to, find my way,
Tail in hand, dizzy and clearly unable to
just let this go
I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown,
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun,
I choose to live
I fell again, like a baby unable to stand on my own,
Tail in hand, dizzy and clearly unable to
just let this go,
High and surrendering to gravity and the unknown,
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun,
(I choose to live 3x)
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun,
Help me survive the bottom
Calm these hands before, they,
Snare another pill, and
drive another nail, down
another meaty hole, Please release me
I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown,
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun,
I choose to live,
I choose to live